April 2011
6 posts
This goes beyond the book...
I really feel that something is wrong. I don’t know where exactly it comes from, but it is really starting to interfere with my life. I just want to stop. I don’t want to be “OMG!! I”M LYKE SOOOOOO HAPPIIIIIIEEEEE!!!” all the time, but not thinking about ways to hurt myself would be really nice. I just don’t know what there is to do about it, aside from checking...
Random Thoughts
This is the worst I have ever felt. At this point I am used to letting the people around me down. It sucks, but I am used to it. I’ve never wanted to know what it feels like to let yourself down, and I think that’s where I am at. I am no where near where I should be at this point in my life. I shouldn’t be living with my parents like this. I should not be working full time at a...
Random Thoughts
I should be really excited and happy. I’m kind of lonely, and heart broken. :(
