Because being upset just makes me want to snuggle, and I have no one to snuggle with. I’ve been close to having someone to snuggle with, but then something always seems to happen to make them go away or not be around anymore. Realizing this just makes me more upset, thus not helping the process.
Can’t someone just come up to me, say,”rawr!”, and we can run off snuggle and be happy? Thanks.
I’m here at the heirloom right now. There’s a show going on for a friend of Gina’s who recently passed. There are 5 bands playing, and at least 30 people here. It’s got me thinking about myself. How I myself was almost in this position. The subject of a concert, when all I wanted was to be forgotten, and I thought I would be once I was gone. I wonder if that’s what her friend thought, that he would just be forgotten. Not the subject of a concert.
I feel like everyone around me is moving on with their lives. And I’m just here. Kind of stuck and in my own way.